Introduction: to myself (and whoever might pass by)

 Hello.

To the accidental reader, but mainly to myself, a random guy, 22 years old now.
This is where I’ll be telling (parts of) my life story.
Or at least the parts that shaped me, the things that made me into who I am.
It’s a kind of (public) journal.

I’m not disciplined enough to write every day, but I’ll try to come back regularly.
Alongside personal reflections, I’ll also post things I find interesting or important — bits of knowledge, ideas I like, or just random thoughts.

The main goal is self-understanding and self-discovery.
I want to learn from what I’ve lived.
Right now, I feel completely lost.
Sometimes I don’t even know who or what I am, what I stand for, or what really matters.
I go through life chasing pleasure, but without depth, without direction.
Life, to me, often feels like one big joke.
Most things people seem to care about status, success & money, I honestly abhor.
Even though I understand they’re often needed to build other things, I just can’t seem to find the will to pursue them myself.

With this blog, I hope to find goals — to center myself, maybe even calm down a bit and give myself directions on where to go next and what to live for.

If you’ve stumbled upon this by chance, feel free to read on.
Maybe it’ll speak to you too.

(For obvious reasons I won’t be sharing private things like names or specifics, those are in my head anyways, but I will speak as a human being... with reason, and from the heart.)